Saturday, September 05, 2009

重返寂寞




若命運只想拿個夢 敷衍我太長的等候
那大可不用美麗到讓我
以為這次心動會有什麼

也許 還是重返寂寞
畢竟也只有寂寞肯永遠愛我
也許 還是擁抱孤獨
從來也只有孤獨肯陪我痛哭
從今後 就選擇沉默
選擇服從歲月如梭
選擇服從孤獨寂寞

不是無病呻吟,只是驚覺太多人太多事太美麗,讓我from time to time以為每次心動會有什麼。好些忽冷忽熱忽高忽低,然後當其實沒有什麼的時候,那份落差,大得迫使我重新面對和擁抱寂寞與孤獨。是不是只有時間的流逝才是所有人事物最後唯一的依據?

4 comments:

lungyanyu said...

oh dear ...that's me.

張一心 said...

所以你拍照嘗試捕捉那個瞬間,至少你嘗試

lungyanyu said...

That's the only thing I could do to reveal my lonelyness...

Unknown said...

Re: 是不是只有時間的流逝才是所有人事物最後唯一的依據?

From Reader's Digest (true story): There was a guy in Romania who spent a lot of money to get his own "death certificate" and organized a fake funeral. But only one person showed up - his mum. He was so angry at his so-called friends that he wrote letters to them, one by one, asking them why the hell they didn't come to see him for the last time.

Well, if time doesn't tell what lasts, death may...